Ever looked out and could only see darkness nothing exists this is day time every thing every body are not there any more what the hell is this feeling. Does our mind just shut down can't any body help how scarey is this emptiness alone alone. Do we allow to much crap to invade our lives what is wrong with yhis world. Here I am pouring out this to a dam computer it can help can't it, nothing different I guess it says nothing. IM THINKING

What is the unknown is there an unknown do we know everything do we know to much. Are we destroying ourselves with technology do we put to much trust in the unknown. Who really knows who I am who really knows any one on the other end of cyperspace why do we trust someone we don't even know.There are so many wonderfull things said in blog world and there seems to be some really wonderfull peole out there but who are they really. But there seems to be comfort found by some of the comments and thats not bad is it. Its got the lot swearing, sex, relationships but most of all very encouraging comments from seemingly wonderfull people. So is the unknown bad possibly not IM THINKING.

Recently watched the movie with Mel Gibson and he could read the minds of women now thats a scarey thought. Would I really want to know what my ex was thinking. Would I want to be able to look into this screen and know what your thinking if you read this blog. What about your boss that could be bad what about those intimte times is your partener really thinking about you very scarey thought. Or would it be exciting to know what each person is thinking you could fix all problems send those flowers when their feeling down go out to dinner when tonights the night. IM THINKING

Just got home nice cold drink sitting in front of this screen and im thinking (whats love)Some say its sex, sex and more sex or is it a romantic candle lit dinner followed by an intimate time together arousing the inner feelings is it sending flowers on those special days or on any day.Is it getting married having kids working 5 days playing golf Saturday watching the footy Sunday and making love in between. Every one has a different understanding is that why its so hard to be compatable. Thinking of my mum and wondering is that real love for some one to carry a new life around for 9 months than lay in agony for hours to give birth and smile and love this new arrival.Then the real test comes they cry when your happy their hungary when you want to go to bed they make a mess in their nappies just when you sit down for dinner but you still smile and say you are the best thing that has happened to me I love you so much.They get a bit older and start being influenced by society they start to slip away but your love for them never leaves. Finally you decide on that second honey moon but your daughter comes home and says mum Im getting married you dont even hesitate you cancel your holiday because of that unselfish love. Mums love is that real love is our committment to love like that or do we avoid the hard yards do we only look for the enjoyment and thoughtfullness of our partner. Is it to easy now to just move from one relation to another or look for other ways to fullfill those desires. What is real love MUM I think you come so close thanks for being you thanks for that unconditional LOVE. I really dont know what true love is maybe i should have been a MUM....... IM THINKING

I was injured at work and spent some time in hospital you see so much saddness there with family just sitting there in the cancer ward just waiting for their loved one to take their final breath. Just around the corner you see the excitement in the eyes of the proud parents and their new child. Dissapointment is in the eyes of those that have just heard the bad news. Why cant everthing be exciting happy peacefull cant we make this the world we live in. Is drugs, sex, stress, depression, lust and broken marriages just life now! is the internet replacing personal relationships what is love is it committment is it communication is it life long or is it something we dont understand are we not to know! JUST THINKING!!!